Hey There...

Hey There...
I just want to tell someone...anyone actually who's out there and listens to me. Life can be hard but the point of that to have you over come it and become a better person. I'm talking about depression and the suicide many of us go through. I'm not a therapist and I might not know you well. I wish I would be there for you to lean on but we can't have everything. It's hard and you feel like nothing is worth shit anymore. I feel exactly like you might have. This always happens to people over bullies, heart breakers, scars, or even our own parents or family. It's a lie to say everything will be okay and you'll be happy soon. The fight is harder than any war in history because no matter how many people you have on your side, you will still have that fight by only you. Go ahead. I am just like you, there's no judgement. You can cry, you can let all that you want to say out and just be at peace. Look at your hands. What will you do with them. Make a noose for you or holding on to photos to show your own generation? I'm not here to make you choose living instead. I'm talking about this so you know what will happen. You will have no pain and be at peace. No more pressure to be the perfect material for others, no more tears, and no more being restless. However everything is with a cost. Your pain will reflected onto the ones you love and you watch from up above as they cry over your cold body. You will never be able to tell some people things you hid deep inside, you won't be able to hug your family in a warm embrace again, You can never go back after it happens. Your unbreakable when you stand against all the crap you take and you make your life better. You make your parents see the path you want, you speak up, you prove you are a true fighter and you just won a battle of your life.

So the option is yours

If you still want to go through with it
and walk off or pull the trigger
Go Ahead
I will support with anything you decide to do
Because I know
You are doing what is the best for you
In your eyes

-Cyan

Music

I'm sorry if you really hate this but I couldn't help it. I was laughing and smiling because I found songs recently that I can't help but say: We should learn from this People


SONGS

I hope (River flows in you) Remix by Bostin
Share the Love by John Cozart
Little Game by Benny
Everyone is Gay by A Great Big World

ect. I'm too tired to look through ALL my songs but I want you
to go through your music or find some and actually think about the lyrics
and how it's like a hidden lesson in it
hahaha bringing this to school
whoops!

Oh and the gay song I found recently and I have no idea how it happened. Hahaha here's the Lyrics

* By the Way, If you have something against gay people go complain somewhere else! We are making people smile here, not sad*

A GREAT BIG WORLD
Everyone is Gay

If you're gay then you're gay
Don't pretend that you're straight
You can be who you are any day of the week
You are unlike the others
So strong and unique
We're all with you

If you're straight well that's great
You can help procreate
And make gay little babies
For the whole human race
Make a world we can live in
Where the one who you love's not an issue

'Cause we're all somewhere in the middle
And we're all just looking for love to change the world
What if the world stops spinning tomorrow?
We can't keep running away from who we are

If you're gay then you're gay
If you're straight well that's great
If you fall in between that's the best way to be
You've got so many options
Every fish in the sea wants to kiss you

Awwww...

'Cause we're all somewhere in the middle
And we're all just looking for love to change the world
What if the world stops spinning tomorrow?
We can't keep running away from who we are

And we're all here in it together
We're one step closer to breaking down the walls
Everyone is gay

Short Notice

Yay school! ugh up at 4 againnnnnn...-.- Anyway sorry I skip some days but I'll continue if I'm not wiped out from school. Hopeful I'll have time besides holiday's and weekends to make this blog more demented for your entertainment and fun.

soo uh tomorrow I'm testing out my posting skills and working out how to get pictures up here so wait a bit could you until I finalize the post. That way you actually get to see something! C:
So See you tomorrow!!!