Bye

Hi everyone
So yeah...
Sadly this is the end of my ranting weirdo blog
I'm getting more serious with my studies and I never even had time with this blog
I'm sorry
But don't give up ya know
Thanks for all the views and support from around the world a bit

Well...Good BYe BLOG
-Cyan

Worse Mistake

Hi Everyone....Yay....I'm back.....
Right now I'm low in spirit because I did the most fucked up thing and now I lost two friends. So..... Well I moved on from the first but the recent one.... Yeah she wants nothing to do with me now....Shit am I right? Like Cyan, come on, did you really act like such a dick. Why yes Reader I did. I gave my sis my part of our necklace since she was going to do it too, I just bought it before her. I feel too depress to make any happy and up going posts for you guys, I'm sorry for that. Also the fact I'm rarely on anymore because of school. Well....I just kicked another best friend out of my life no matter how kind and understanding they tried to be. Guess I have more time to talk to you guys...... Hey, a word of advice from a asshole like me. No matter how much you are insecure, don't go to a internet person, go to your best friend. Never fight so much with them because if they are close to you, you would look at them like family.  You could be dead tomorrow or lose someone in a minute. Life is that cruel. Take the words seriously.

Be careful of what you want

because

If you

Push people away because you want to be alone...

You'll end up alone

but want the company you had

To my friend if you still can see these posts
I don't hate you for your decisions 

and I am sorry

You didn't get someone better

Who didn't take you for granted

-You know who I am my old Friend

Hey There...

Hey There...
I just want to tell someone...anyone actually who's out there and listens to me. Life can be hard but the point of that to have you over come it and become a better person. I'm talking about depression and the suicide many of us go through. I'm not a therapist and I might not know you well. I wish I would be there for you to lean on but we can't have everything. It's hard and you feel like nothing is worth shit anymore. I feel exactly like you might have. This always happens to people over bullies, heart breakers, scars, or even our own parents or family. It's a lie to say everything will be okay and you'll be happy soon. The fight is harder than any war in history because no matter how many people you have on your side, you will still have that fight by only you. Go ahead. I am just like you, there's no judgement. You can cry, you can let all that you want to say out and just be at peace. Look at your hands. What will you do with them. Make a noose for you or holding on to photos to show your own generation? I'm not here to make you choose living instead. I'm talking about this so you know what will happen. You will have no pain and be at peace. No more pressure to be the perfect material for others, no more tears, and no more being restless. However everything is with a cost. Your pain will reflected onto the ones you love and you watch from up above as they cry over your cold body. You will never be able to tell some people things you hid deep inside, you won't be able to hug your family in a warm embrace again, You can never go back after it happens. Your unbreakable when you stand against all the crap you take and you make your life better. You make your parents see the path you want, you speak up, you prove you are a true fighter and you just won a battle of your life.

So the option is yours

If you still want to go through with it
and walk off or pull the trigger
Go Ahead
I will support with anything you decide to do
Because I know
You are doing what is the best for you
In your eyes

-Cyan

Music

I'm sorry if you really hate this but I couldn't help it. I was laughing and smiling because I found songs recently that I can't help but say: We should learn from this People


SONGS

I hope (River flows in you) Remix by Bostin
Share the Love by John Cozart
Little Game by Benny
Everyone is Gay by A Great Big World

ect. I'm too tired to look through ALL my songs but I want you
to go through your music or find some and actually think about the lyrics
and how it's like a hidden lesson in it
hahaha bringing this to school
whoops!

Oh and the gay song I found recently and I have no idea how it happened. Hahaha here's the Lyrics

* By the Way, If you have something against gay people go complain somewhere else! We are making people smile here, not sad*

A GREAT BIG WORLD
Everyone is Gay

If you're gay then you're gay
Don't pretend that you're straight
You can be who you are any day of the week
You are unlike the others
So strong and unique
We're all with you

If you're straight well that's great
You can help procreate
And make gay little babies
For the whole human race
Make a world we can live in
Where the one who you love's not an issue

'Cause we're all somewhere in the middle
And we're all just looking for love to change the world
What if the world stops spinning tomorrow?
We can't keep running away from who we are

If you're gay then you're gay
If you're straight well that's great
If you fall in between that's the best way to be
You've got so many options
Every fish in the sea wants to kiss you

Awwww...

'Cause we're all somewhere in the middle
And we're all just looking for love to change the world
What if the world stops spinning tomorrow?
We can't keep running away from who we are

And we're all here in it together
We're one step closer to breaking down the walls
Everyone is gay

Short Notice

Yay school! ugh up at 4 againnnnnn...-.- Anyway sorry I skip some days but I'll continue if I'm not wiped out from school. Hopeful I'll have time besides holiday's and weekends to make this blog more demented for your entertainment and fun.

soo uh tomorrow I'm testing out my posting skills and working out how to get pictures up here so wait a bit could you until I finalize the post. That way you actually get to see something! C:
So See you tomorrow!!!

Hello Shy/Timid People

Hello to all you Shy or Timid people!

       I'm Cyan from my blog of course which you are reading! I am doing this week challenge and hope you find what you wanted on this blog other wise you wouldn't of clicked it of course! So you have a hard time talking to people right? I know how you feel. I feel nervous and sick talking in front of a crowd like for book talks or in the Talent show. Some people would think your stuck up because you don't talk when your just shy but don't listen. It's scary meeting new people and places but good friends will always be around to help you! All you have to do is say "Hello" or even a "Hi" or "Hey"! You don't have to start off talking right off the bat, you can say hello each time you past each other and take it slow getting to know them. You may not believe it but you have courage inside of you and just close your eyes. Relax for a moment. Imagine you can or did do what you thought you couldn't. Then do it! As long as you believe in your self and do hard work you can do anything! Make friends, stand up to someone pushing you around, or going through a book talk in front of the class. Things can be scary for us all but they can be sooo worth it at the end. For example when you are about to walk up for the talent show to preform it can be nerve wracking of course. You almost want to back out but then they call you and you step out into the spot light to perform. After you do people clap and someone actually is blown away so don't doubt. After you finish and go back smile. You should smile, it's scary and you just pass a fear of yours. It's weird as heck but smile and go ahead and laugh at your self. Later on you will look back and trust me, we all would be laughing at our pasts. I wanted to enter the talent show before, I had 3 whole years of middle school to enter but I was too scared. Scared of people laughing, being horrible, and making a fool of my self. Each time I was close to entering but I always stopped at the last second and backed away. I never took a risk and enter and now I'm moving on regretting that I never took the chance because talents are meant to be shown and shared so everyone can see and be inspired. That would also help the person with the talent to see what path is worth while for them. I missed my chance but will I be down on this? OF COURSE NAW!!! That would be absolutely ridiculous! I missed that chance but there are many more opportunities to have another go. You do too! It feels so good to pass a fear of yours, it's not instant and some take time but its good for you. Not only to you pass your fear, you realize and learn from it. Go ahead buddy! Even shy people can have moments of courage and speak up! No one goes unnoticed because trust me on this, someone always sees you every day. It may be one glance or a lot but you being around is enough for them. Speak up and say your opinion! Take a deep breath and risk it! Believe in your self! Don't give up! You are noticed and not a stuck up brat! You can do it! Okay? Think about this ok? C:

Cyan from Idiotic Things in Life

School

One more day till school....Gosh Summer came by so fast! What to do.... I'm surprise some of you guys actually take time to look at this. Almost 2,000 views in all! I should make this the best post ever right? It's looking ok soo.. uhhh



BLANK SPACE AND I WON'T WRITE MY 

NAME

XD

Hmmm... Well have a nice school year guys I'm going to go give up posting for now and hide from my sis who's walking round in VERY high heels. YOU CAN STAB SOMEONE WITH THOSE THINGS!

Hit by a truck

I was with my friends and all the time I hear that they think their love got hit by a truck. First time I laughed for it was the first time I heard that saying however I heard it more often and I started to think about it. Could your love really be gone before you meet? I don't think so because...well we all have our other half out there somewhere. Our own prince or princess still out there looking for us or we might of found them already. It's like the typical story where a girl dates a guy but he's not the right one so they break up and she finds the one she had was her best friend all along. The first one isn't always the right one and bad things will happen so good things can come from them. Basically what I'm saying is that you always have the one for you out there, you just have to be patient. Making quick decisions sometimes ends up with bigger problems.

Talking to Me...

Hallo, Guten Morgen or Guten Abend
Hmmm....I actually am bored right now....no comments or visits today... TTwTT
The Peanut Movie is coming soon
Yay Snoopy!!! Oh! and charlie brown
Today I surf the internet and found a British cat
It was so cute with tea and a top hat I wish I could
just reach out and hug it =w=
My freund said LBI is a good place to get fudge but I never tried yet
if only...
I heard Virgo is the one that waits
but waiting is hard when you are so excited right?
My friend's poems:

Some roses are red
and a few violets are blue
this is a haiku
Salut
-CB

Roses are black
Violets are black
Everything is black
there's no going back
-AW

Roses are red
Violets are blue
I really won't care
I want more books
-Me

I took more photos today on my walk and found a baby mouse and got a picture of a bird in flight. Things can be really beautiful when you get it picture perfect at just the right time.
I went on a date
it was great
That's all I'm gonna say
D: My Minecraft poster is ripping!!!
No I'm not that kinda of person
I just go on when bored to no end or I wanna find monsters
because seriously, they. are. so. cute!
I'm so tired I WILL DIE
Just kiddin' I wont be like Snow White and have a awesome prince come
I'll be sleeping through thunderstorms on a Saturday when the sun is still out ;D

Now I'll just be saying words from different places because I can and I'm tired:

Si? Ciao People! Ja, I'm crazy and get weird at this point. Normally my sorella would yell at me but shes now in college so I get a FREE GERBIL!!! Danke! Sooooo ich mag schildkrote! Yeah don't know why but I like them now a lot along with der Eisbear! Probably because of my anime.... Por favor! Someone comment or something!! I'm desprate and talking to my self now!!! TTwTT *sobbing in backround* Mein Gott....so uhh Salut!Und umm...arigato for looking and for anyone who watches anime, te amo, anime is the best! QwQ  Opps it's 11:18....Gotta get going so пока!

Ps. Someone please help by commenting or sharing this even more okay?
I totally lost it....... -w-|||

Quotes QwQ

Quotes that I just love to read every now and then! <3

Think Different

The People who are CrAzY Enough to Think they can CHANGE THE WORLD are the ones Who Do

The Only way to do Great Work is to LOVE what you do, if You Haven't found it yet, Keep On Looking, Don't settle

Innovation is the only way to Win

The Journey is the Reward

Sometimes Life is going to hit you with a brick But don't lose Faith because the Best is yet to Come

Have the Courage to follow your Heart and Intuition. They somehow already know what you Truly want to Become

Never hate People who are Jealous of you, but respect their jealousy. They're people who think that you're better than them

Sorry for the INCONVENIENCE, We are TRYING TO CHANGE THE WORLD :D

Sometimes the people who are thousands of miles away from you can make you fell better than the people right besides you

KARMA
No need for Revenge
Just sit back & wait
Those who hurt you
Eventually screw up Them selves
& If you're lucky
God will let you watch

People who don't like you are those who are wishing to be you. So, don't mind the haters. They're just dying to become like you.

Smiling everyday is better then being sad because someone else need a smile too and you can give it to them

Don't judge unless you know this person like they are you

Keep moving forward

Live with your eyes open

LIVE fully
CREATE Happiness
SPEAK kindly
HUG daily
SMILE often
HOPE more
LAUGH freely
SEEK truth
INSPIRE change
LOVE deeply

The special people that belong in your hearts are the ones that always come back to you

Unwritten

I loved this song from the first time I heard it on the radio. Go ahead and listen to it while dancing in your room, working on something, or send it on repeat as you sit in silence and think about your thoughts. I love how this might inspire or show people how they are so different and that is the best thing about them. We all have our own stories being written by us: published or not, good writer or a bad one, 14 year old boy or a 22 year old girl, black or white, British or Asian, they all are there. Some may be shorter than others but they all have a story to call their own that no one could ever take. Think about it, what kind of story do you want and as a Author because are you willing to change it or go down the story line someone else already made for you?

"Unwritten"

I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined
I'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

Oh, oh, oh

I break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines
We've been conditioned to not make mistakes, but I can't live that way

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten

Oh, yeah, yeah

My friend's logic

What my friend thinks with having two accounts:

Friend: You know....it's more fun with two accounts
Me: Why? It's just you on them both.
Friend: Because you can call your self and act IMPORTANT :D
Me: ...yeah that's not how it works
Friend 2: Hi guys!
Friend: Yay! Someone to call instead of Me!
Friend 2: What?
Me: I'm leaving....

Don't stay Alone

Inspired by a story I read on the internet.

~~~~

Two boys were sitting together, one reading and the other mopping in his sadness over losing his dear lover. The first one finally seemed to notice his depress friend and asked him what was wrong. The other said he was just fine and left it at that. The boy sighed and booked mark his place before putting the book down and looked at his friend.

"People think that it is better for them to be alone when they are sad, but that is wrong.

When you're alone and sad, there is no one to make you feel happy again."

His friend just studied him a bit before responding.

"But what if you have no one left to make you happy anymore?" 

He thought back to his lover screaming she hated him and that wasn't very happy-ish.

The boy just chuckled and put a hand on his friend shoulder.

"You always have someone to make you happy again."

~~~~~

There are days when you are at your worst and deem that the world absolutely hates you

You yell, scream, hit

Let the fire in you spark and give a effective outburst when you're at the last straw

You leave and let your self be alone

but being alone never solved things well when your sad

Alone by yourself and think all kinds of bad things about you

Someone would deny and tell you all the good things about you

Alone you become so sad you think suicidal more if your deep in

Someone would stop you and tell you reasons you should never give up your life

Alone you stare off into space unaware of the world around you

Someone would be there with you and they would do what ever

Hug you, stay in silence, hold hands, any way they would show comfort how ever they can

Being alone your by your self, with someone you actually can let out your feelings to someone

and feel support sometimes we really do need

There is always someone there to make you happy when your sad

you just gotta ask for that help

Think about it

Hi guys so I was scrolling through my iPad's photos and found some writing that would be nice to show you guys. I'm just asking you to think bout it and maybe it just might inspire you.

Girls shouldn't be viewed as weaker, items to be won, and worthless. Rosa Parks has a day after her for standing up for her rights and Amelia Earhart flew solo across the Atlantic Ocean, she was the FIRST Woman to do that. Girls could do boy's things and maybe even do them better than boys.We are all different and that's a good thing! All girl's don't have to wear makeup and be girly, they can get dirty in the mud or play video games boys play. We can do and be a lot of things so lets not make a limit to how we live.

While on this ride called "Life" you have to take the good with the bad, smile when your sad, love what you got, and remember what you had. Always forgive but never forget, learn from your mistakes but never regret. People Change. Things go wrong. Just remember, the ride goes on.

              -CB         

You say you love rain, but you use an umbrella to walk under it. You say you love sun, but you seek shelter when it's shinning. You say you love wind, but when it comes you close your windows. So that's why I'm scared when you say you love me.

-AC         

Love me or Hate me, both are in my favor, if you love me, I'll always be in your heart, if you hate me, I'll always be in your mind.

-CT        

It's is not fancy hair, gold jewelry, or fine clothes that should make you beautiful. No, your beauty should come from within you- the beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit. This beauty will never disappear, and it is worth very much to God.

1 Peter 3:3&4

Last Words

I want you to think when you read this,

Stop, escape the day for a second, listen to your heart beating, feel your emotions, 

Understand the pain people went through or are going through right now

with maybe no one to hear their cries and feel their pain

to be here alone with out a single voice to this world

Listen to the silenced people

who hurt too long

~~~~~

"You could still be what you were when I met you"

What are we doing with our life now? We lie who we are to just be judge, compared, then ranked. We are so scared to see what could be if we never lied about our life. Will they like me? Will no one talk to me then? Will they think I'm weird? What do I do? What do you want to do? Be how you really should be with out the make up or cover up with the make up and lie. We all became Pretenders. We know who we are, we know how we act, but we live in fear and become someone else because we are too scared to be our self. It's a big masquerade. You can live up to what you tell and show everyone or be the real person inside who been kept hidden from the world.

"They are just some cyber creep! Your're a idiot for letting this happen!"

 Internet Safety is so important but kids are being pushed so much it comes to this. I still regret it my self but kids who are so depress release their pain on the internet more. Listening to songs, meeting people, distracting themselves. When we meet others with hard lives we feel like we can understand each other. Depress people meet other cyber people and all bond over their problems and open up to them because they feel like they can be heard and listened to. I'm still haunted by my own past but to kids that are depress, they may seem nice and better than people in your life but don't do it. I still regret every single moment when I said yes, it's hard to get over but you need people you can meet in person to help you. 

"Your're such a drama queen!"

 Why do people have to be such...*bad word* 

Some of us never wanted this drama or asked for it. We would wish it never came or even think being anti social will help keep the drama at bay. You are the drama queen if you are starting the fight in the first place when a person is just trying to make it through another day alive.

"You are so ugly and look fat."

Why did we even make those words because we killed so many people because of it. They think they aren't handsome or beautiful by other people so they believe can never be. They try to still make them self appealing but some give up and decide dying is better but it never is. All girls look beautiful without makeup or trying and all guys are handsome without having to be buff. We shouldn't be skinny or medium and being bigger than others is ok. Not being fat. We all look good and no one is a ugly person, their hearts are pure and that's what counts.

"No one cares for me! I'm nothing but empty space!"

Don't say that because someone does care and love you. You are their world and make them smile and you may never notice or known before. People can care and help if you let them in to help or try to change your mind. No one's a empty space or a mistake because we are all here for a reason. To make someone smile or a memory that will change someone's life. You are special.

Her Last Words

Just an average girl, 
She always wore a smile
She was cheerful and happy for a short while.
Now she's older, things are getting colder
Life's not what she thought, 
she wished someone had told her.
She told you she was down
And you let it slip by
So from then on she kept it on the inside
She told herself she was alright
But she was telling white lies
Can't you tell, look at her dull eyes
Tried to stop herself from crying almost every night
But she knew there was no chance of feeling alright
Summer came by, all she wore was long sleeves
'Cause those cuts on her wrist were bleeding through you see
She knew she was depressed, didn't want to admit it
Didn't think she fit in, everyone seemed to miss it
She carried on like a soldier with a battle wound,
Bleeding out from every cut her body consumed
She had no friends at school, all alone she sat
And if someone were to notice she would blame the cat
But those cuts on her wrist they were no mistake,
But no one cared enough to save her from this self hate
Things were going down never really up, 
And here she is now stuck in this stupid rut
She knew exactly what she had to do next,
Just stand on the chair and tie the rope around her neck
She wrote a letter with her hands shaking wild,
"Look at me now are you proud of your precious child?"
But she knew that her parents weren't the ones to blame,
It was the world that should bow down it's head in shame
She stood up on the chair and looked out at the moon,
Just don't think it'll all be over soon
The chair fell down as she took her final breath,
It's all over all gone, now she's greeting death
Her mum walks in, she falls down to the floor,
And now nothing can take back what she just saw
The little girl that she raised is just hanging there,
Her body's pale and her face is violently bare,
She sees the note and unfolds it with care,
All she does is stare, "How can this be fair?"
She starts reading as the tears roll down her face,

"I'm sorry Mum, but this world is just not my place,
I've tried for so long to fix this and fit in,
I've come to realise this world's full of sin,
There's nothing for me here, I'm just a waste of space,
I've got no reason to stay here with this awful race,
It's a disgrace, I was misplaced,
Born in the wrong time and in the wrong place,
It's ok though, 'cause you'll see me soon,
You'll know when your time has come, just look at the moon,
As it shines bright, throughout the night,
And remember everyone's facing their own fights,
But i can't deal with this pain, I'm not a fighter,
You'll make it through the night, just hug your pillow tighter
So let the world know that I died in vain,
Because the world around me is the one to blame,
And I know in a year you'll forget I'm gone,
'Cause I'm not really something to be dwelled on,
That's what they used to tell me, all those kids at school,
So I'm going by the law majority rules,
My presence on this earth is not needed any longer,
And if anything I hope this makes you stronger,
You're the best friend that I ever had,
Such a shame I had to make you so very sad,
Just remember that you meant everything to me,
And to my heart, you're the only one that held the key,
Now it's time to go I'm running out of space to write,
And yes I lost my fight, but please just hold on tight
I'm watching over you from the clouds above,
And sending down the purest and whitest dove,
To watch over you and be my helpful eye,
So this is it world...

Goodbye!"

There are so many more problems out there to be told

but they mean nothing if no one will even listen

Will you actually do it? Not just pass this by thinking no one will know

but actually stand up and talk

stop someone from giving up or keep it from even happening

I'm Back from CAMP :D

Hi Everyone! I'm back from camp whoo!!!! So I'll post something tomorrow because I'm tired, it's 11:00, (Not really! Just 10:04), and My friend I kinda forgot to tell him I was at camp in the first place....Muhahaha! I'm so Nice! XD

So see you then guys!

Almost all Around the World!!

Hey Everyone! Wow, A lot of people saw my blog from over there in Europe, Africa, and such

Unlike my sis that says shes surprise you guys looked at this

I'm happy you saw this blog and maybe stuck around!

United States 

Germany

Russia

Ukraine

France

UK

India

United Arab Emirates

Belarus

Indonesia

Woohoo! Thank you to all of you and I hope I can get someone from all over the world to see this!
Thank you!!!
Please comment, share, ask me something, or just read this blog!
I'm happy for anyone of them!

Have a great day/night!

Why I made this

Hello Everyone!

I'm just sitting on a window with some orange juice listening to dubstep remixes as I pretend your here and I can talk to you. I barely had this blog and already I love and treasure it. I started off actually mad at my family after fighting with 3 of them. I felt like I never had a voice or say in things and I wanted to help speak out along with people I live with. We all deserve a voice don't we? So I started off this blog with sill things like fabulous pranks to do in Walmart. I have yet to try some but maybe when I'm older and we have a get away car if by chance we are kicked out perhaps! XD
Yeah but then I started to deal with my past, working out things, meeting new problems, and well it started to appear here. Advice for love, things bout boys and girls, being ok about being gay, I went for it all! I sound a lot more mature than my family thinks because well they are my family! Your suppose to still be their little kid and bother them to no end! Hahaha! Being mature and all came from this blog. I have yet to grow up from my studies but I learned more from making this blog come to life. Learning about gay marriage, dog fights, sex trafficking, to bullies, average day life, and of course my own drama. I don't continue this blog any more because for the hecks of it, I want to continue this blog so some people might actually listen and understand others and also because I want to help others in this world. Not being king of the mountain as a rich person but I want to show people the beauty in life if you don't end it. The joy of going to carnivals being 12, or the wonder of animals you never seen at zoos, or the happiness and fun of just talking and being with others, and when the heavy weight is off your shoulders when you confess and being honest about things. There is so much we can learn when we speak out to each other and make a effort to at least be our self.

Goal of Love and Types

Ok so being the nerdy Otaku I am I found a doujin and figured this would be a good thing to talk about!

(BTW Otaku is a fan of anime and a doujin is like a short comic series of sort)

Where is the goal of Love?

It's a new way of asking yourself I admit because I need to slowly think about it too but where is our own version of the goal of love? Some people have the goal to marry someone rich so they can get them self  rich too or people like me just set a goal to not be single. However we are going about this wrong actually...

Love: A feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for a parent,child,or friend 

Stated by the Dictionary

A person doesn't need another to love by their side to make them self whole

you can be whole without anyone and single as can be

It sounds like a bad thing but being single can be good at times

And just like our lives as men and woman
we have a standard for love

that it's girl and guy love

this just proves how hard it is for anyone gay,lesbian, or other to

love freely with out judgement 

It's like in the book "The Giver" when Jonas tries to show the way he saw

the other's refused to believe it and tried to keep it away

There shouldn't have to be a religion

a type of love

a type of life

 one road to go down
No, That's not how this world should be

Christian, Catholic, Muslim, We can believe in which ever religion we have

Go ahead love someone the opposite gender or the same gender

we shouldn't be directing who we love
You can't stop love from going where it goes.

Man or Woman, Black or White, American or Asian, it doesn't matter

follow your dreams

by your decision, not others

There's no such thing as one road

never was! Hahaha!
there's always the choice that you the traveler makes,

to go down the path trampled that many used

or to be daring and walk down the path less picked

and seek a new way

The Goal of Love
for me
is to love your family, friends, and people
they are the people to treasure more than money its self

Blog Update

Hello Everyone!

I'm still working on figuring everything for making this weird blog of mine and I'm just going by what it says because I'll rather not get in trouble for it. From the European Union Laws, to any of you seeing this in Europe you're going to have to beware of cookies and such. I'm trying to understand about getting a consent and such but for all of you, watch out for cookies! Cookies are what websites put in your computer to track what you do on it. So make sure you careful ok everyone? I don't want anyone to accidentally get viruses or such. Thank You and wish me good luck reading this! XD

CYAN =w=

Dragons

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                   |         _________          |     _____ /               /
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DRAGON OUT OF PURE RANDOMNESS FOR TODAY! CONGRATS TO YOU READER!
You have a pet Dragon Now!!

:D

Typical Thinking

Typical Thinking

This is my own opinion, you have ever right to think different just don't attack me about it to do it your way ok? 

Girl's have to wear dresses,skirts, and make up

No we don't! Absolutely not thank ya very much! Girls can wear jeans, boy's pants, or anything for all I care. You don't need to wear dresses and skirts to be girly or use the color pink. Also don't wear make up all you girls out there. If you really like it go ahead but I think everyone is beautiful with out make up and things to make you younger and such.

Boys need to be tough and not so emotional

Seriously? No way! Guys, go ahead and be as emotional and open as you want! Any body who has a problem can deal with me! Girls and Guys can be emotional about things and that's alright and it isn't bad to cry. Boys also don't need to play the tough part because some girls are too! You can be the one in distress and have your own savior for once! 

Girls are weak

Uh! Insulting! Girls are not weak! Some pwnd boys in video games, others can beat all the guys in karate class, and some have more courage too! Amelia Earheart flew solo across the Atlantic Ocean and Rosa Parks defended her rights and even got arrested for standing up for her self. What I'm saying is girls can be strong just like girls.

Boys can't do girly things

Ok this really bothers me, Boys shouldn't have trouble with this. There shouldn't be girl things and boys things! Boys can do flowers, fashion design, any of that. People don't need a do this and don't do that.

It restricts people's limits to their unique dreams 

Aim for Perfection

No no no no no and NO!
There is not perfect, there's just you

you get perfect from where you think the limit is.

People need to stop hurting them self trying to get the impossible perfection

which exists with everyone's desires.

I'm back and so is SCHOOL!!!

OH MY GOSH!!! I'M BACK EVERYONE!!! HOORAY!!!! I was locked out of my gmail and chaotic things has happened... TTwTT I missed you guys!!! O now I promise I will try posting something almost daily unless I have events or someone breaks my computer again....

So knowing school is coming up for some people there's always that one person who is terrified for a new year. Moving or graduating from Middle School to High School I get how you would feel. But surviving Elementary and Middle school so far I see natural problems kids might think so I'm here to help with that if I can. 

Friends:
Ok some people may have trust issues from being forgotten, back stabbed, or mistreated and used by friends. I had similar experiences but I have moved on and still consider those people friends. Why? Because God or how ever you believe it, you are living to enjoy what life has to offer. Don't go living life holding grudges against people for little problems. Friends forget about you and you drift apart is normal ok? People spread out and meet new people, you should too!You may not have the same friends from Elementary school with you in college but it happens, life keeps moving along with time you know. Friend's might be traitors, back stab, or steal from you and I would be mad too. However think of it this way, maybe they were jealous of your awesomeness! Or how unique you are from others. There are jerks in the world, you just gotta prove your better to not be like them. One thing I learned is sometimes don't make such big things out of simple problems. It's a bigger mess to clean up if you were mistaken and sometimes it doesn't end happily. Treasure the friends that stay true to you, not the ones that use you.

Lost:
I feel this now actually! Hahaha! When at a new school some people feel like they might get lost and late and trouble with it. I'm unsure if all schools do this but for me they guild you around a couple days before hand so your familiar and teachers stand outside the doors to guild and help you. Don't be afraid to ask for help, it won't hurt you pride ok? I asked for help so many times it was hilarious after a while.

Character:
Some kids out there stay up all night picking out a outfit for looks and trying to look good. Try not to ok? Relax, take a breath, and dress how you are! I just put on a shirt and pants then I'm done, I don't look at all my clothes and take 10 mins to decide. Also just act and be your self, don't dress to impress unless it's formal of course. I think it's better to show your true self then half or not all of it. In fact me and my friend are wearing dinosaur shirts and being crazy like always for our first day. Yes people may stare but you are brave if you stand out to be how you are.


I found this song from Youtube and I suggest you give it a try because it's exactly what I'm saying! Catchy and the Lyrics are great! I hope it inspires you great people out there. For those who can't get the music here's the lyrics!

Have a awesome Night/Day everyone!!!

Just the Way I am by Skye Sweetnam

Hey!

Yeah!

I'm fly

The original

I'm sly 

Unpredictable...

I'm nearly irresistible

And I don't even try

I'm easily excitable,

Completely undeniable,

And sometimes unrealible.

Don't ask me why, 

Don't ask me why (why)

[chorus]

I'm strange

And I like it

That's just the way I am

I can't change

I can't hide it

That's just the way I am

Might as well get over it

Don't try to understand

I'm strange

And I like it

That's just the way I am

From a whisper to a shout

On what the buzz

Is all about

Everybody's buggin' out

And I've only just begun

They can't rain on my parade

I'm sunshine on a cloudy day

Make lemons into lemonade

I'm just havin' fun

I'm havin' fun (I'm havin fun)

[chorus]

I'm strange

And I like it

That's just the way I am

I can't change

I can't hide it

That's just the way I am

Might as well get over it

Don't try to understand

I'm strange

And I like it

That's just the way I am

[chorus (x2)]

Ha ha ha!

Signs

I was at the store today and found some hilarious signs I think you all would like too maybe and perhaps use them C:

My room was clean last week. Sorry you missed it.

Gone Fishing, Be back at dark-thirty.

ATTENTION TEENAGERS:
"NO" is a complete sentence.

DON'T GROWN UP! IT'S A TRAP!

NORMAL is just a setting on a washing machine.

Jesus loves you but I'm his favorite.

This day was a total waste of makeup.

I don't suffer from insanity, I enjoy every minute of it. 

I got out of bed for THIS?

It is what it is!

Don't clean up my mess, you'll confuse me & mess up my world!

DOGS WELCOMED
People tolerated

We have freed our house Elves, please clean up after your self.

I'm surrounded by IDIOTS

I'm not paid enough to be nice to you

The more you complain, the longer God makes you live.

This is no ORDINARY person you're dealing with

Ya' can't fix STUPID

Age is a number, I'm unlisted

Crushes

My friend asked for advice on crushes and here's what I think would help for most people. 

•I'll get use to teasing if I were you, when it's oblivious it happens loads of times depending on friends
•If you wanna avoid being caught try to look more stealthy and not as often
•It's better for some people starting off slow by being their friend or just saying "Hi" every day to start being notice
•Most of the time another person will like the same guy/or girl so expect not everything will fit into place just right
•Don't be afraid of rejection from that one guy/girl, many fish in the sea
•If you guys hit off great! Just don't go too hard with a lot of affection out of no where, kinda confusing on both your crush and friends
•Don't give up your friends over a guy

•Set limit to how far you will go for him/her

•GOOD LUCK C:

Advice

Hi Again!!! 
It's been a while, I have returned back with my craziness! And I would really appreciate it if you would tell other people bout my blog since I want to voice my opinion just like other kids my age. Now it's 2015 and many people want advice so they can get through the rest of our years. This would be the normal things I go by that works well, advice or acknowledging things.

People should remember these things:

 o Accept that you won’t know everything
 o Know that people know how you feel and been there
 o There will always be both sides to a story, hear both
 o You are always loved by someone
 o Life tests to see if you have the courage to challenge it
 o The worst things happen in life so that the great things can appear soon after
you just need faith and be strong going through the worse times
 o You can wish on things but wishing won’t get you places, working to make it come true will
 o It won't be the end of the world from being rejected
 o There's a reason to everything
 o You're going to be ok
 o It's ok to be different, we all are!
 o When you ask for help you will always get the help
 o Rude Opinions from others aren't worth being in your head
 o Everyone is very gifted, No one is a mistake
 o Treasure the memories but don't hang on so long to it
 o Take Risks, you never know what you will get
 o Be unique not original
 o One day you will have to wake up and grow up, we all do
 o Friends will respect you always
 o It doesn't hurt to have your own opinions but don't make everyone believe the same way you do
 o Don't judge people for where they come from, looks, disabilities, families, or anything else
 o Don't change yourself for jerks, you'll regret it
 o Work hard but don't forget to have fun in life!
 o People live with regret but we all need to move on too
 o Be AMAZING in your OWN WAY!! C:

Thank You
and

Hope one of these things have 

inspired, motivated, taught you, or something else

that you might do in life!
C: