Last Words

I want you to think when you read this,

Stop, escape the day for a second, listen to your heart beating, feel your emotions, 

Understand the pain people went through or are going through right now

with maybe no one to hear their cries and feel their pain

to be here alone with out a single voice to this world

Listen to the silenced people

who hurt too long

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"You could still be what you were when I met you"

What are we doing with our life now? We lie who we are to just be judge, compared, then ranked. We are so scared to see what could be if we never lied about our life. Will they like me? Will no one talk to me then? Will they think I'm weird? What do I do? What do you want to do? Be how you really should be with out the make up or cover up with the make up and lie. We all became Pretenders. We know who we are, we know how we act, but we live in fear and become someone else because we are too scared to be our self. It's a big masquerade. You can live up to what you tell and show everyone or be the real person inside who been kept hidden from the world.

"They are just some cyber creep! Your're a idiot for letting this happen!"

 Internet Safety is so important but kids are being pushed so much it comes to this. I still regret it my self but kids who are so depress release their pain on the internet more. Listening to songs, meeting people, distracting themselves. When we meet others with hard lives we feel like we can understand each other. Depress people meet other cyber people and all bond over their problems and open up to them because they feel like they can be heard and listened to. I'm still haunted by my own past but to kids that are depress, they may seem nice and better than people in your life but don't do it. I still regret every single moment when I said yes, it's hard to get over but you need people you can meet in person to help you. 

"Your're such a drama queen!"

 Why do people have to be such...*bad word* 

Some of us never wanted this drama or asked for it. We would wish it never came or even think being anti social will help keep the drama at bay. You are the drama queen if you are starting the fight in the first place when a person is just trying to make it through another day alive.

"You are so ugly and look fat."

Why did we even make those words because we killed so many people because of it. They think they aren't handsome or beautiful by other people so they believe can never be. They try to still make them self appealing but some give up and decide dying is better but it never is. All girls look beautiful without makeup or trying and all guys are handsome without having to be buff. We shouldn't be skinny or medium and being bigger than others is ok. Not being fat. We all look good and no one is a ugly person, their hearts are pure and that's what counts.

"No one cares for me! I'm nothing but empty space!"

Don't say that because someone does care and love you. You are their world and make them smile and you may never notice or known before. People can care and help if you let them in to help or try to change your mind. No one's a empty space or a mistake because we are all here for a reason. To make someone smile or a memory that will change someone's life. You are special.

Her Last Words

Just an average girl, 
She always wore a smile
She was cheerful and happy for a short while.
Now she's older, things are getting colder
Life's not what she thought, 
she wished someone had told her.
She told you she was down
And you let it slip by
So from then on she kept it on the inside
She told herself she was alright
But she was telling white lies
Can't you tell, look at her dull eyes
Tried to stop herself from crying almost every night
But she knew there was no chance of feeling alright
Summer came by, all she wore was long sleeves
'Cause those cuts on her wrist were bleeding through you see
She knew she was depressed, didn't want to admit it
Didn't think she fit in, everyone seemed to miss it
She carried on like a soldier with a battle wound,
Bleeding out from every cut her body consumed
She had no friends at school, all alone she sat
And if someone were to notice she would blame the cat
But those cuts on her wrist they were no mistake,
But no one cared enough to save her from this self hate
Things were going down never really up, 
And here she is now stuck in this stupid rut
She knew exactly what she had to do next,
Just stand on the chair and tie the rope around her neck
She wrote a letter with her hands shaking wild,
"Look at me now are you proud of your precious child?"
But she knew that her parents weren't the ones to blame,
It was the world that should bow down it's head in shame
She stood up on the chair and looked out at the moon,
Just don't think it'll all be over soon
The chair fell down as she took her final breath,
It's all over all gone, now she's greeting death
Her mum walks in, she falls down to the floor,
And now nothing can take back what she just saw
The little girl that she raised is just hanging there,
Her body's pale and her face is violently bare,
She sees the note and unfolds it with care,
All she does is stare, "How can this be fair?"
She starts reading as the tears roll down her face,

"I'm sorry Mum, but this world is just not my place,
I've tried for so long to fix this and fit in,
I've come to realise this world's full of sin,
There's nothing for me here, I'm just a waste of space,
I've got no reason to stay here with this awful race,
It's a disgrace, I was misplaced,
Born in the wrong time and in the wrong place,
It's ok though, 'cause you'll see me soon,
You'll know when your time has come, just look at the moon,
As it shines bright, throughout the night,
And remember everyone's facing their own fights,
But i can't deal with this pain, I'm not a fighter,
You'll make it through the night, just hug your pillow tighter
So let the world know that I died in vain,
Because the world around me is the one to blame,
And I know in a year you'll forget I'm gone,
'Cause I'm not really something to be dwelled on,
That's what they used to tell me, all those kids at school,
So I'm going by the law majority rules,
My presence on this earth is not needed any longer,
And if anything I hope this makes you stronger,
You're the best friend that I ever had,
Such a shame I had to make you so very sad,
Just remember that you meant everything to me,
And to my heart, you're the only one that held the key,
Now it's time to go I'm running out of space to write,
And yes I lost my fight, but please just hold on tight
I'm watching over you from the clouds above,
And sending down the purest and whitest dove,
To watch over you and be my helpful eye,
So this is it world...

Goodbye!"

There are so many more problems out there to be told

but they mean nothing if no one will even listen

Will you actually do it? Not just pass this by thinking no one will know

but actually stand up and talk

stop someone from giving up or keep it from even happening